This has been a pretty good week so far, except the few days it was extremely hot!
1. Sunday find out a friend is coming to America! from France!
2. Monday I find out that I get to take Wednesday off to hang with my cousins.
3. Tuesday I remember that I get paid on Friday. Also that I’m going to go back to school.
4. Wednesday I’m off from work.
5. Thursday my hubby says that he is taking Japanese this fall for school.
6. Friday… I get paid, Going to one of my favorite restaurants, Hanging out with my lil Bro!
7. Saturday… hopefully watching cartoons and trying to go swimming.
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So it has been a good week so far.

Over the past week I have been made aware of 3 deaths that are indirectly connected to me. First it was my God-bro’s babysitter, then I heard about my mother-in-laws choir director and last it was my stylist’s brother. All of these people were healthy it just makes you think that life is short and try to live it to the fullest.

Ok while at work we were talking about good 80’s cartoons I came across this He-Man clip.
Man you have never seen He-Man in this way!

Ok ok, I know myspace. But when I was looking at some of my relatives pages on myspace I came across my cousin Cameron’s page. also on his page I was checking out his friends and I noticed another gangster wannabe I saw that both wanted to be in a gang the Bloods to be exact.
This is when it gets funny. Being a relative of Cameron I thought I would do my part and try to be responsible by sending him an email telling him that it is really stupid yadda yadda yadda. I also though I should send one to his friend as well stating that if he wants to be in a real gang that first he needs to wear the correct colors. Red instead of blue and also the City of Roanoke is not what you call a gang hotspot.
But I digress here is the email that I sent to the guy aka Dat fine Nigga Dee (more…)

I know, I know what a cliche` title but it turned out to be a great day. I went to a football match (soccer) DC United vs NY Redbulls (Fags). Well it ended in a 2-2 draw. But I have to say DC stepped up in the 2nd half. Anyway one to the gravy! At the end of the match we stayed after the game and we got pics and autographs from Freddy Adu and Alecko Eskandarian .

I know I haven’t written in awhile… Sorry about the delay but I saw this video and I knowthat once in your life you have done this!
Fight back!

I bet you are thinking I’m gonna say I just save a lot of money by switching to Geico… BUT NO! I have a new job! yes I am finnally leaving M*cros I do not want to name the company….. I will be making 6k more hell yeah things are looking up!
Peace and hair grease!

Well the season is upon us where everyone tries to be extra nice and kind to one anotherWell I’m here to say muthafucking bah humbug bitches!
Fuck that i say if your ass was mean all fucking year what makes you think that 25 lil days is gonna fucking change something. I say instead of dropping change in that salvation army dish drop trsh so the homeless will have some fucking insulation and they wont have to worry about some accountant embealzing the money… hmm or how about for a food drive you actually give food that people would wanna fucking eat insted of that old dirty ass dented can of hominey.
So just think next time you are being nice, is what you are giving gonna make that much of a difference?

Well I am proud of Rich and also myself for the moves we have been making. Hopefully this friday will give us great luck! Why you ask? I have an interview on Friday and also we turn in our application for an apartment. No longer will we be under the Nazi Regime of the parental figures. Yes it will be a first for us just having a place with just the 2 of us. I have had my own place but that was in college. I guess I’m just excited about the freedom we will have.

“A heart that’s full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won’t heal.
You look so tired-unhappy,
bring down the government,
they don’t, they don’t speak for us.
I’ll take a quiet life,
a handshake of carbon monoxide, ”

Ok this goes out to all my Radiohead fans out there. While listening to my favorite band, I came across that song. The verse that struct me the most was “a job that slowy kills you.” After that got the idea to think of what I would be doing had I not took this job or if my fate would have been to say no to coming in that ill fated day in March.
Started to feel a little depressed to think of what happened to me and how it changed me… How I don’t like to be around crowds, or go into a lot of places where I know there will be young black men from the ages of 15-19. I mean how can you be afraid of your own race. It sickens me sometimes because I have let myself go . ex. put on weight, become a homebody, and also O.C.D.
But then a song played that lightened my thinking Fitter Happier. if that isn’t a great song to think about what you normal things you do in life. What a cool song.. Well I guess I must close with this. I think, therfore I am.
will explain later.